Hi, or wanted to say congrats on Flax Engine 1.11

[Charles_Lamb]

not sure this is appropriate, and here to mostly apologize

was on the forum several months ago, or sort of had several mental breakdowns, and think got rather badly in the way of people trying to work on the engine

have been feeling really bad, or also if got in the way of the nice people at Flax Engine, or that struggling with a ton of PTSD, and wanted to hear if it was cool that used the engine for therapy purposes, or that sort of felt really bad when was on the forums, and perhaps was more than disruptive

or last wanted to congratulate on this new edition, or have only one request, and that the ’ light theme ’ is a bit difficult to read, or if that could be replaced with the old ’ grey theme ’ from the earlier versions at all

simply wanted to apologize, and then have been wondering how everyone has been feeling, or there were some really nice people, and hope everything is going as you want, or there’s much good news for the amazing Flax Engine, etc

J. Brooks, danish ’ crazy ’ autist

[Charles_Lamb]

anyway, or wanted to hear if it was cool to use the engine, and got banned for sort of getting in the way, or was way too noob to hang out with the pro coders, and if could stay here in a few topics at all

AC/DC - Thunderstruck (Live at Donington, August 17, 1991 - Official HD Video)

[Charles_Lamb]

having a ton of fun in the engine, or not sure it’s cool if continued to use the awesome program, and to make a few videos for youtube

atm trying to make ’ classic art ', and what one sees in galleries from the better artists, or to add simply controllers, and was hoping that was cool, or not sure how much need to apologize

feels very therapeutic, or have been dealing with more break downs, and realize got in the way of some very nice coders, or at least wanted to apologize to everyone

[Xapher]

I can’t speak for those affected as i wasn’t one, nor for the moderaters either, I do not know what happened. But i can say, we are all human, we all have our moments, and we all have our theraputics, our escapes so to say. The most important thing is we can always grow and learn.

It sounds like you don’t need to be reminded, that this is just a community of people talking/developing/sharing their games, their passions, and interests, whether a hobby or other, and that’s a good thing. As long as things remain calm and constructive, I think we can move past the mistakes we’ve made, helping each other along the way.

From the looks of it, art galleries are maybe an interest of yours? Did you sculpt that or find it for your gallery?

[Charles_Lamb]

what happened was dealing with a ton of trauma, and then sort of got in the way almost of the people that worked on the engine

sort of still a total fan of Flax Engine, or wanted to say the new engine looks amazing, and that not sure allowed to continue using it for mostly therapy, or that got banned for being very extreme, and not sure totally deserved that to most rules also

no matter what simply wanted to apologize first of all, or then to say continue to want to be a video game dev, and also find it very fun, or then therapeutic to learn of these great art programs is all

have been trying to learn, and also feel much better, or have sadly had several bad crashes since then where almost went to the hospital for being self - destructive, and worse suicidal, or that sort of think fondly of all the people that worked on the engine, and wanted to say hi, or sort of that the engine looks better than ever, and that was sort of that, or no more

[Charles_Lamb]

last that a fan of these video games atm

– Lords of the Fallen ( created in Poland that is GOTY to me right now, and have almost finished everything )

– Code Violet ( Dino Crisis tribute that they’re working on in Unreal Engine at TeamKill Studios )

– Silent Hill 2 Remake that playing on the PS5 Pro, or wanted to try and make something like a tribute to these video games, and at least work on therapy in the engine to feel better, etc

[Xapher]

@Charles_Lamb

wanted to try and make something like a tribute to these video games, and at least work on therapy in the engine to feel better, etc

That would be kind of cool, I’m a fan of horror myself. Haven’t seen much in terms of “Made with flax” but i think flax has a LOT of potential for horror.

It’ll be nice to see what you make

[Charles_Lamb]

have been working on an idea for a ’ setting ', or that sort of ties into me feeling that ’ life is very horrible ', and that in a sense we’re surrounded by death, or a sort of chaotic world, and much could go wrong for people

or it’s the early design for the ’ thinking ’ that goes into the new game setting, and it’s that life is both ’ very harsh ’ if you ask me, or then somehow bleak, and there’s death, or almost nihilism everywhere, and somehow to make that into a cool video game like the Dark Souls - genre

really need a video game engine to do that, or also really enjoy working in Flax Engine, and then that an autist, or wanted to hear if at least could use the engine as fan despite having been ’ banned ’ from their Discord server, and where sort of had several break downs, or got rather badly in the way of everyone

[Charles_Lamb]

there might be a bit of NSFW in this video, or there’s something like nude sculptures from better museums, and then also very tasteful bikini photos, or that might have to get a bit of a warning, and something like expensive swimsuit calendar models at all

and then have been working on art more for therapy, or this is me trying ot make sense of the classic Mona Lisa, and perhaps why the classic masters worked the way they did, or in this case to understand both ’ motherhood as a form of art ', and last how to make really cool video game characters, or perhaps something like a vogue galleria that could run in modern video game engines, etc

working on basic art therapy # 001 - getting references, or understanding the Mona Lisa - trope, etc

@Xapher that was among the art pieces have been working on, and not sure you asked about what beneficial uses of art was working towards, or sort of my therapy efforts

[Charles_Lamb]

have seen the release notes, and there’s this

1. a new ultra cool cartoon shader that looks phenomenal, or works with lights in the scene

2. now even better decals that only work on certain surfaces based on a masking system

3. improvements to the visject UI to somehow make it easier to create shaders, or even code if one uses visual script, and that think is fun for game jams

extreme 10 review for everything, and the engine is much better, or there’s 930 bug fixes, or not sure 130 new features, and the engine is much better to almost everything, or wanted to say that’s really cool, and that have been thinking of using all that for therapy, or sort of re write a ton of youtube tutorials is all

[Xapher]

@Charles_Lamb

that was among the art pieces have been working on

That’s pretty cool, i’m just starting to sculpt myself so that’s impressive in my eyes.

@Charles_Lamb

there might be a bit of NSFW in this video, or there’s something like nude sculptures from better museums, and then also very tasteful bikini photos, or that might have to get a bit of a warning, and something like expensive swimsuit calendar models at all

Lol leave it to youtube to block it cause NSFW, but i’ve seen enough references to understand.

[Charles_Lamb]

#thx for the answer, and it was more to understand classic art, or sort of enjoy that very much when not trying to make video games

however, or sort of here to apologize for being a ’ troll ', and was sadly very traumatized, or had several mental breakdowns on the Flax chat server, and wanted to say feel very sorry for that at all

and then if it was cool that did these

1. used Flax Engine despite being ’ banned ’ for mostly art therapy, or what need atm

2. to try and re work a ’ visual script tutorial series ’ for the new engine 1.11 that’s very cool to features

3. perhaps try and recommend the engine for game jams, and that hope might restore my good name to be one of the more cool Flax Engine graphics artists, or devs

that’s sort of all, or that very sorry for everything that’s happened, and then wanted to say hi, or thought everyone on the Discord server were amazing, and have been thinking how everyone has been feeling, or then to say congrats on the new edition of the Flax to give a 10 review, etc

[Charles_Lamb]

here’s a bit of art therapy, and atm really like silver, or also ’ Raphael ’ the painter from the renaissance

think the female form is very cool, and like to meditate on that when making art, or also how much women have contributed to the art world

going back to the basics, and to reflect on ’ simplicity ', or then also how one creates effective level design, and to ensure that video games have both impact, or then also follow the principles of the masters of oil paint gallerias, and from very expensive art books