Trying to make indie game jam titles in Flax Engine

atm not sure to continue working in the engine, and really wanted to send something cool to my mom over the new web support, or that she could play on her tablet with touch controls also

MORE DESIGN ON THE CHARACTER ’ JOSEPH T. KAHN ’ AS TO HIS BACKGROUND, OR MOST OF HIS VALUES TO EXISTENCE

have been thinking of writing him as a ’ follower of the Great Spirit ', and then to have to Europe from America as a former SEAL that has to fight demons similar to the Doom - series, or also perhaps because try to be about that religion myself, and sort of know quite a bit of it to write more accurately, or get most of the stories right, and sort of what he might say, or think of the world, etc

somehow that’s force recon - natives, or sort of ’ grey ops warriors ’ on a routine operation, and then have been thinking of what sort of art might work as the last reference to jump into 3D Blender, or for some reason it’s this early design at all

and then finally to add bit more to the musical tone, and that this song reminds of the quote in the first post, or that ’ PAIN IS TEMPORARY, AND GLORY IS FOREVER ’ where that’s a rather good phrase for an older spec ops leader, and then this song as a polish gentleman, or that somehow makes sense to be the last of his ’ way of life ’ as it were

FOR NOW THIS IS ON BREAK BECAUSE DON’T KNOW HOW TO DESIGN THE MONSTERS AT ALL

WANT TO MAKE THE FIRST TWO LEVELS FOR THE WEB PAGES TO RUN LIVE THERE, AND NOT SURE HOW TO OPTIMIZE THAT, OR THE FINAL TEXTURE RESOLUTION

NEED TO WORK ON A FEW THINGS IN PSYCHIATRY, AND THAT NOT SURE HOW IMPORTANT THAT’S GONNA BE, OR IT MIGHT TAKE WEEKS, AND ALMOST MONTHS TO FINISH, ETC

– on a break because of health care, and to wait until Flax Engine 1.12 is released to send stuff to my mom, or that also want to read a few books on game - dev before continuing, and sort of more advanced AI - systems, or then how to code stuff in general

hope to make something like this for a game jam, and that it’s called ’ vertical shmups ’ where one controls an airplane on one side of the screen, or then there’s waves of enemies, and sort of bullets everywhere

it’s sort of a ’ forgotten genre ’ sort of like adventure games, or it’s more to get started on something that’s realistic at all, and then to finish an entire video game that has a start up - screen, or then a few levels, and finally an exit - screen, and some way of adding a hi score to the final content, or that not sure could send to my mom, and then quite a few of my friends after web support is added, or want to start practicing this to have something could work on at game jams, and perhaps to add a story, or cool lore - info where that makes sense, or somehow it’s a rather cool style of video games, and it’s also a chance to make great arcade music using retro sound mixers, or piano roll editors, etc

here’s why keep making ’ warfare games ', or then very tough stuff like the Dark Souls - tropes, and sort of boss fights that never stop, or very precise mechanics, etc

that’s my favorite song, and also what ’ good at ’ as a partial autistic - citizen, or that mostly appear normal on the outside, and then very good at hiding what’s actually wrong with me

– my autism allows me to ’ count things very fast ’ like numbers, and however also at the level of entire units of troops, or then ’ very advanced orders ’ that one might find among the Navy SEALs, and GROM officers that are usually of a stellar reputation also to the international world from what know, etc

– then that where certain autists are good at math, or perhaps because only a somewhat genetically disturbed savant that REALLY GOOD AT FITNESS, and sort of crazy jumps, or running at extreme paces from there to be great at karate, and sort of dominate among what they do among more harsh force recon - teams where sort of a ’ captain ’ at that level most days, or mostly because of my autism

– somehow last that ultra cunning perhaps to make sense of most enemies at another level, and that could also be nations that are in my way, or that even if this is a bit of an exaggeration to my psychologists that almost ’ Hannibal the Great ’ among the more sick hospitalized, and that sort of ’ this good ’ at leading marines, or making sense of spec ops - orders, and also their more harsh conditioning, or last to ’ stay optimal for days ', and then to LEAD WITH MUCH FERVOR, or almost take over with ease among normal soldiers in most western countries also

as good as he is with instruments, and that’s sort of gifted am as a ’ Navy SEAL titan admiral ’ because of half - way autism, and then extreme martial arts moves, or sort of the elite warriors fight in most movies, and then among tougher muay thai festivals, or things at that level, etc

that’s where most of these video games are auto - biographical, and because have been rather traumatized in the past that need therapy, or why talk a bit more about this than should, and that sort of ’ phenom ’ among the NATO generals, or also brutal tacticians, and that tends to be in most of the video games that working on at all

:slight_smile: :beers:

what matters is that trying to write the character ’ Joseph T. Khan ’ that’s a retired spec ops, or that’s now living in Europe as a sort of GROM - retiree from years of distinguished service in America, and with no dishonor, or errant decisions to get in the way of his life style

or then that it’s somewhat auto - biographical, and that sort of he follows the Great Spirit, or where one could say that’s ’ Optimus Prime ’ as a very insightful, and also terribly involved robot - guardian of the world, or that wishes to lead with much bravery, and also to set a good example to be of the better world leaders that exist today, etc

and have been thinking of how to make that art without going into ’ lame preaching ', or to add things that might worry the audience, and say religious parents, or however to leave some inspiring quotes, and that have found this rare video that goes into some of the thinking, or that hope to add something like this as the lore, and somehow that the main character has a ’ guardian spirit ’ that’s something like this, and perhaps a tall rock golem that breathes fire, or sort of knows how to use both ’ magical wonders ', and sort of nicer spells, or also to speak in harsh leadership tones, and sort of knows how to take over a population, or motivate them to their best knowledge, and to ’ rep ’ of their qualities, or sort of desires to be of the better citizens

or that’s sort of what working on, and think to add something like a strange mystical realm where Joseph T. Kahn goes to get upgrades, or sort of learn simple magical tricks that add to his weapons, and perhaps something like vehicles, or much better guns that last for a while

perhaps something lava - ish things from the eyes, or then that it has something like stone age guns in it’s hands, and a back pack full of grenade launchers, or even tanks that it let’s the main character borrow for a while

or then to ’ draw ’ the Great Spirit like this for the sake of a cool video game - story, and to let it ’ speak ’ a bit of wisdom, or to help the story in certain ways, and if that could look cool, or not sure make sense to children, and make something a bit more cool than even the Crysis - series where wish to improve upon their succes, or prove that the Flax Engine is just as good as Cryengine to make ultra rad - graphics somehow, and then need help to animate this, or a bit of the 2D art where was thinking to look for help on fiverr, and then ArtStation to see if better artists could help me there, or perhaps win a few awards for GOTY at the indie level, etc

for now these are very early ideas, and not sure this makes sense where could go into ’ preaching ’ that could be rude in a video game, or then sort of add too much from the real world, and sort of known religion where have to add a ton of warnings where the goal is to make a ’ cartoon edition ’ of these things similar to most Disney - films, or then to focus more on the explosions, and effects, or sort of make a ’ crazy movie ’ where there’s a bit of spiritual references, or more focus on jokes, and cool theater at all

:smiley: :beers:

from there a short dev - log ( 5 min ) that goes into what struggling with, or that want to take age ratings very seriously, and to work in a way so nobody gets angry, or not sure add things from the real world that could even make people upset, or for now thinking over all those things in advance, and to sort of be generous, or also more than considerate to all the audience, and what they might wish, etc

:sunglasses: :heart:

these are ideas that working on, and however for the next 14 days in the place where live there’s a sort of building for group activities, or where people paint, and sort of cook food together, or watch new movies from psychiatry, and that have been thinking of joining an art challenge to get to know the people there

or where the goal is these things, and also to work on some cool stuff in Flax Engine

– get to know the locals, or be more social as it were in psychiatry, and also get to know the people that work there

– practice oil painting like the video above to get better at 2D art that think is very amazing, or then to relax, and also to learn more classic techniques that might look good in video games also

– then that need to focus on more intensive therapy, or also to get quite a bit more exercise for my blood sugar concerns, and where hope to paint for 4 hours each day, or then to exercise 4 hours to see if that’s a good result, and after that to be too tired for game dev except to go over all these ideas have been gathering, or that think could be AAA - hits with a bit of effort, etc

– after that need to deal with quite a bit of trauma, and to slow down, or then perhaps learning more old school stuff could help for a while, and to sort of go into ’ better museum thinking ’ to learn also cool art that way, or reflect on how the classic masters got their famous paintings done

–last that really want to make something for my relatives, and have been thinking of taking the 14 paintings that make over the next two weeks, or then put them in a sort of ’ running on the web ’ application when Flax Engine 1.12 is ready that works on my mom’s tablet, and that sort of has on screen touch controls so she could move around the paintings in 3D, or zoom in, and out, or sort of change the lighting, and post proc to make a gift for her that way, or that could also send to my friends from before got sick, etc

that’s where think Flax Engine is amazing, and really motivates me to be a cool video game program, or somehow to benefit most users also for more basic therapeutic goals, and then to connect with other people over all kinds of art, or that also gonna publish the final content here so all the nice contributors could see how it all looks, and that people are doing very cool stuff with this amazing software, or that think gets a 10 review for almost everything start to finish

:smiley: :100:

wanted to say his to the Flax Engine people, or the wonderful contributors, and that this is sort of me

’ OPTIMUS PRIME ’ the danish autist, and that sort of follows the Great Spirit, or that usually in a very good mood, and don’t mind talking to people, or sort of try to be helpful also

and that sort of a total fan of the Navy SEALs besides that later today that gonna practice ’ oil painting for video games ', or that been that way since quite young also

– not the best at making cut scenes, and have been thinking of making 2D pictures instead, or then adding lore, and written dialogue instead of more advanced animations

– somehow really enjoy ’ retro content ', or where the Flax Engine also looks like that, and why sort of stick around even if perhaps should have picked an engine with pre - coded mechanics, or that somehow Flax Engine is more for college kids that have learned how to code, and make effects, or 3D stuff elsewhere, and it’s not really intended to be a program for beginners, etc

DEV LOG // TRYING TO LEARN OIL PAINTINGS TO MAKE REALLY GOOD VIDEO GAME ART, OR STATIC IMAGERY FOR LORE - CUT SCENES

that’s why really enjoy most Dark Souls - video games because they remind me ’ of being at work ’ to even get started, or that somehow my half - autistic gifts make me more than qualified to do most things in the more famous Navy SEAL movies like ’ Under Siege ’ that was almost good enough for the Oscars, and that somehow the Flax Engine interface reminds me of spec ops - decisions, or sort of really cool stuff, etc

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